RF2 opening

^^ this is the opening for Rune Factory 2:A Fantasy Harvest Moon. I just got this game Friday and already I'm addicted. By far one of the best HM games I've ever played and I highly recommend it to any HM fans or even those who have never heard of it. Amazing addition to an AWESOME series. <3

Is it...

selfish of me to say I've changed my mind?
That maybe, just maybe, you mean more to me than what I say.
My words have never matched my thoughts.
Or my heart for that matter.
But I'm trying.
I'm working on it.

It's a long and tedious process,
But I am slowly building up whatever it is I need to do...
Whatever it is I need to do.
At this point I'm not sure.
Hopefully though, I will figure that out soon enough.

Is it sad that I feel this way?
Did you know I've never heard you so much as say my name?
I can't even imagine those words coming from your lips
and yet still they haunt me.
How does that even work?

You make me lie.
You make my words lose whatever meaning they once held
You make my heart stop and then start all over again.
I won't say I love you,
Because I don't.
And, if we keep this up,
I never will.
Or maybe I will without meaning to.
Who knows anymore.

I certainly don't.
If I did.
I wouldn't be here.
Sitting alone.
Thinking of you.

You confuse me more than anything else.
I don't know what you want.
I don't know what I want.
I just don't know anymore.

You could tell me.
You should tell me.
But you won't.
That would be too easy.
It would go against all your preset ways.

No.
Instead of making this simple for both of us you'll drag this out,
Run it straight into the ground and still keep going.
I'll keep dancing around.
Trying to please you
even If I know it won't have an effect.
I'll lie to you.
I'll lie to them.
I'll lie to myself.

Yeah. So my socks don't match.
Who cares?
Oh.
That's right.
You do.

Of course you do.
It's the only thing about me you do care about.

Thanks.

Tonight...

Was amazing.

IconForHire played. Awesome band. Best that's ever played at M@TM. No lie. Jenjen, Brookesany, and Steph were all there. So was david, but he wouldn't dance.

After the show we all hung around and talked. I got the bassist for IFH, Josh, to hug Stephanie. I didnt know if she was going to hit me or kiss me. I was scared. But she liked it. And I'm pretty sure he did too. We talked to him for like 30 minutes or so. He wants us to start a girl band called Veggie Force since we (morgan, jenjen, brookesany, and myself) are all veggies.

He also asked me hair tips.

Hair was a big focus of the night.

Jade wants me to be on the lookout for neon green hair dye for him. for some reason, I'M expected to buy it...O.o He's lucky I love him..

Also, I had another Hair Celebrity moment. Some random girl and her bf came up and asked me for a picture of my hair. I was like "sure, whatev" so they took it. It's like the 3rd time that's happened to me. My hair is famous guys. NO LIE.

There was an interesting moment with me and the ever changing Johnathan. I wont go into details, for the sake of integrity (cha right) but I will say it killed my hopes of forgetting about him. -sigh- -ristszzzzz-

Anywhozer.

I think I gave Rollie a bruise. I almost feel bad, but then I think of all the times he's fucked with me and then I don't. He's my buddy and all, but sometimes he can be a real dick. I wonder if it runs in the family...>.>gdi


I think we might all go to the St. Louis show for IFH. that would be sweet. Ill bring John along and force him to...I mean. We'll talk politely in the back seat of jenjen's car and nothing inappropriate will happen. ^-^

shut up.

Anywayz.

Done Blogging. Must Harvest.

~rei out~

To My Sock...

This song made me think of you.

McCruelty? I'm Hatin' It!

A while back I became a member of the Peta 2 street team to support my fuzzy (and sometimes not so fuzzy) friends and those out to make the world a better place for animals everywhere. Well, this afternoon when I check my email, I had something from Peta with the below link to their site page about CAK (Controlled-Atmosphere Killing), poultry suppliers, and the horrid conditions that these poor birds suffer through. Though I already had a basic idea of what went on, I had no clue that things were so bad until I watched the video...I didn't know weather I should hit something, throw up, or cry.

Please, follow the link, watch the video, and help Peta put an end to this cruelty.


http://www.peta.org/cak/



Q.Q

I love chickens! Fucking McDonald's...

Thinking of You

Best song I've heard in a long time. Katy Perry truly is a lovely girl with a lot of talent, despite what others might say.

ALL MY SINGLE LADIES! [translation]

Okay...So...last night, I made a post...that was...well...Stupid. Alcohol tends to make me like that. I get weird and ramble a lot...So, I'm sorry about that. I'm even sorrier to the people at M@TM that had to witness my...over zealous...affections...

Okay, no. I'm an outright whore when I'm drunk. Well, I guess I'm not as bad as I thought. I was able to control myself this time and I didn't do anything too regrettable. I behaved solely for someone that we wont talk about. Which made me proud of myself! ^^

Anyway, somehow I managed to hit a few points with my rants last night, even if no one can understand them, so I will translate them for you so you guys stay updated. ^^

I went alone, again, and had every attention to leave if no one was there. Fortunately, Pete and Ethan were there, so I talked to them most of the night. Matt showed up a bit later, and we hung out for a bit. And it's probably a good thing too, because..well, lets just say the night would have been a waste had he not.

Anyway, John was there, but only for like 5 minutes before he left to go to a v day party and, according to Jade, Get drunk. Which, as far as I knew, John didn't drink. But you never know. He could. Either way, I really cant say anything considering. But I did get to see and talk to john even if it was only for a little bit. So, yeah.

Speaking of Jade. I'm pretty sure I promised to get him drunk...o.O Yeah, i know. But whatever. I think I have to get high with him first though. Which...is...an interesting thought really. Slightly scary. I also offered to beat up his 'girl friend' if she hurt him again. And, hell, I would have said that even without the alcohol. Jade is my buddy. NO ONE gets to hurt him. They hurt him, I hurt them. Simple rule I use with all my friends. For wurd.

Also speaking of Jade. He has now made it his place to know my hair colour at all times...O.o I'm not entirely sure why. But, thats jade for you.

I noticed that most of my post has been about Jade...>.> Hmmm.

Evidentally, under the influence of alcohol, I'm 'wild'. Or so I've been told...>.> Yeah. Well, I could be worse. I HAVE been worse...anyway. At least I'm likable when I'm drunk. which is more than I can say for some people.

Oh, apparently, The reason that John hasnt been going to M@TM as much is because he's been grounded. Partially for his grades, partially for back talking his mom. Rollie told me this. We talked for quite a bit last night...Well, from what I rememeber of last night, anyway.

the main thing I remember is taht I kept taking the cue ball when Ethan and Pete were trying to play pool. I wanted it. SO I kept taking it and throwing it at the table trying to hit the balls...Im not entirely sure why...o.O

My face hurts...I blame Pete. >,<

Anyway. That's what my drunken ramblings from last night were all about. So, again. I'm sorry for my...yeah.

So, I will see you around blog peoples!

Ja!