Soooo, last night, I got to talk to my favorite Mormon for the first time. It was pretty amazing, not gonna lie. He uses proper Grammar/Punctuation, which is a MAJOR step above Giggles. I like him, but then again, I always have. <3 But it's different to actually talk to him. =D

I hope i can talk to him again later today, if Giggles gets on, i can ask for Mormon's MSN, if not....then i'll have to wait. ):

But yeah...Hopefully, some time later i'll be lucky. In more ways than one. lol.

Guess what?

I GOT THE NOMINATION!!!!!!!

Homingcoming Attendant

I am running to be the Junior Class Attendant this year, and I REALLY want it. Its not because its like every girls dream or anything, just because I think it would be reallllllllly hilarious! I mean, think about it, normally, who gets things like that? Skinny Prep Bitches. What am i not? A Skinny Prep Bitch. I think that the Chubby Freak getting it would be so unexpected that it would be GREAT!!!

I've been going around all day telling people they need to nominate/vote for me, and will continue to do so until we vote/nominate sometime...i think next week. SO i should have enough time to get a decent amount of people. To get the nomination i only have to have more collective votes than most other students, which, at least i hope, be easy. Then after that me (if i get it) and the other nominees (i think around 5 all together) will be voted on. If i get it, i swear i'll die laughing at the sheer EPICNESS of this WIN.

Im telling you...

Its time to turn this school upside down.

Freaks ftw!

Fo Sho

~rei out~

The Band...

Is...um...not going so well.

Stephanie moved, so we're down to just me and Brookesany...*sigh* Jennifer wants back in, which I REALLY don't want happening. She will do nothing but cause drama. I'm sorry. But if she seriously gets upset over some Skittles then I just can't do it. We should make a no drama rule in the band with a subscript of 'Don't take anything personally and exp. don't take Jessica seriously'. I think that would work...hmmm....

We need to get together sometime and decide which songs to cover and junk and make a decision about Korie. Talk to Rader about songs. And organize some type of audition for our now completely open guitarist position(s). Grrr. This is getting on my last nerve. I'm too busy this year, I swear.

Maybe if we actually figure out what songs we're doing and all that I'll feel better about the band. I hope. I have some pretty big dreams and those aren't gonna happen if the band dies already...I don't even know anymore...


Fo Sho

~rei out~

YAY!!!!

I GOTZ MEH NEW HARVEST MOON GAMEEEEEEE!!!!! WH00T!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sick

And it sucks...:(

Love Life Update

So far i've managed to avoid Hunter asking me out, wish is good, but i'm still worried about it. I figure if i simply avoid being alone with him like the plague, i should be fine. He wont have the cajones to ask me out while others are around....Hopefully.

The guy that i mentioned in that last post about my love life? Yeah, thats NOT gonna happen. Oh well. Plenty of other fish in the sea and all that jazz.

Speaking of other fish, i think i've caught myself a big one. And hopefully, he'll be a keeper.

His name is John and i've known him for over a year now, and ive always kinda had a crush on him, but it didnt really come out till this weekend. We flirted like CRAZY and i swear i almost kissed him, but somehow managed not to. Next time. ;) IDK, i'll be hanging out with him friday if i go to that Techno thing (which i SO will cuz techno makes me happy in the pants) so maybe we'll flirt somemore...Yeah. We totally will.

Oh, and Rader sat on Brookesany's lap. She's beside her self with joy. Its kinda cute. She's quite smitten with him. And i LOVE messing with her. Stephanie asked him to go to prom with Brookesany. We all jumped her, cause we planned on doing the smae thing once B was a skinny bitch with me. Jumping the gun will ruin the plan... But it WAS funny watching the looks on B and rader's faces. I laughed.

Oh! And evidentally, John, Andrew, me, and i think maybe Rader all shaved out junk that day! Haha! Kindred Spirits, i'm tellin ya. <3

But yeah, thats my latest in the love department. Updates yet to come.

Fo Sho

~rei out~

Band Meetings.

Okay, so we REALLY need to get into this band thing. Seriously. I am gonna FORCE them
to have a band meeting next week. Tuesday. After school. Seriously. We are gonna bring band stuff and we are gonna write songs and junk. Maybe we can have a meeting this weekend, like, Saturday afternoon or something, that way i know Steph can come. We are the Original Three, after all.

Charlie is trying to get back with the band...And as much as i miss him, i know that it wouldnt be a good idea. He would never go to practices. Cause Drama (something i have a feeling we're going to have enough of...). and probably just be a nuesance all the way around... I don't want that. I worry Brookesany is gonna give up on the band, and i have a feeling he would push her over the edge. Less Than Three is my ticket, damnit. I wont let that little queen ruin it for me. Not after everything else he's ruined in my life. Funny how much i can hate the first person i ever fell in love with, huh? If you had asked me about him a year ago i would have told you we were gonna get married and live forever. It's true. Despite everything i say about love, i know i loved him...IDK...Maybe I'll make another post about it or something later...Grr...

But anyway! Yeah. I need to work on my new song, "Ballad of a Self-Proclaimed Whore" so i can bring it to the next band meeting so we can work on it and junk. And we need to work on Dr. Livingstone as well. Yay songs related to world history!!! =D


We should also maybe try working on Expecto in the Shower, so we can come up with the Dance for it. It had better be awesome!!! thats all i have to say. I am very excited.

Fo Sho


~rei out~

The Thief and the Cobbler

OMG, I F**king LOVE this movie!!! I have been waiting to get it since i was like SEVEN and it is my all time favorite movie of all time EVER!!! The thief is my new role model, i swear, he should be president.

I HATE my life...

Gah! My life, generally sucky, even by teenage angst standards, has just seemingly taken a plunge into far darker territory.

It seems that misery does indeed love company and has brought its WHOLE family with it this time and is sitting in on my love life. And all of this is happening since i broke up with Brittany! Its just crazy!!!

First off, Hunter, one of my best friends since the fourth grade, is finally scraping up the balls to ask me out, and it couldnt be at a worse time! I am TERRIFIED at the idea of dating him, you know. I have to be the only teenager in the world who wont date someone cause they like them too much. I dont even get it myself, but i'm pretty sure its due to the fact that i KNOW if we start dating, we wont stop. And i dont want that. I dont want LOVE yet. that thought scares me. I'm only 16 damnit, i dont want it to be over like that! WHich doesnt make sense. Most girls my age are all lovey dovey and want nothing BUT the love of their life, and i'm purposly avoiding mine. I'm not ready. It makes me feel all old and grown up. Like thats one more responsability i'll have to have. I already have to get a job and learn to drive and all that crap and i DONT want to. The real world scares me. i just wanna remain the way i am. Having fun with my homies, working on the band, stalking random people. LOVE is NOT on the list. GAH!!!!! I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO TELL HIM!!! I dont want to hurt his feelings, i mean, come on, the guy's been in love with me since middle school, there is NO way to let him off easy....damnit all to hell and back in a hefty bag!!!

I have some new prospects this year and i want to play them out to the best of my ability. Theres Matt of course, but he's just a big whore. There's a grl in my science class i like, and i'm not even sure if she swings that way, i think i'll ask after we become closer. Theres Kiah, whom i've been subtly hitting on lately. and thats just to name a few.

And to top it all off, i have a HUGE crush on this guy, who happens to be dating someone. We talk about her all the time, and he has like relationship MPD or something. One moment he tells me he likes this other girl who just becoem single (no, not me, sadly) and he's thinking about breaking up with his gf, the next he says he loves her more than anything, and he's changed his mind. He says that he knows when she's gonna cheat on him, and that shes one of the meanest people, then he'll talk about how awesoem she is. I honestly dont know what to do! I like him, i do. And i KNOW that i would be SOOOO much better for him than she is, considering all that i know about her. but i cant really do anything without upseting people. GAH!

Diifuculty freaking loves me...i swear... I cant handle this shit, i should just become a Nun or something...

Fo Sho

~rei out~