Gettin mah hurr did.

This song is super pretty. It's the opening to House M.D. and I love it.


I'm getting ready to Dye my hair again. I was supposed to do it for prom but since I didn't go I've kida put it off. Considering that I have a date tommorow, I thought I should get on that.


I haven't been sleeping much lately. I haven't been able to. Not since Saturday. I've been all out of it. I can't think and when I do my thoughts make me cry. I tell myself one thing then do something else completely. Honestly I just want it all to go away. Im out of vodka for now. I've nothing else to turn to. I hate this.

I need to work on my creative writing but I have no inspiration.
I need to work on a lot of things.
I'm failing everything now.
Everything is piling up.
And its getting heavy.