Think Fast

Oh em gee, another song? Whawhat?

Okay, yeah, not a shocker. I cant stop. Songs are like my drug. Whatever.

Sooo, this one is just a little diddy i did last night and finsihed this morning. Its cute...To me at least. Then again...My oppinion cant be trusted as much lately. But whatev.

here goes.



Verse 1:

How far? Do i have to run to
To prove. That i really love you

How much. Do i have to give
Do i have to give
for you
To give back.

How long? Until i understand it
When you. Say that i should forget.

How much do you think that I can ta-ake.

Prechorus:

Think fast. Think think faster.
Think fast. Think think faster.

Chorus:

Dont try.
Dont lie.
Dont sugar coat it.
I can handle the truth.

Dont hide.
Dont cry.
Dont spare my feelings.
Baby its not like you.


[to care]

Verse 2:

Those nights. When everything seemed perfect
Those days. That you said it was worthless.

The way. you change your mind.
pretend that I'm
The one to blame.

To me. It looks like we were both just.
Crazy. To love to begin with.

We should know.
Its always the same.

[prechorus]

[chorus]

Think fast. Think fast. THink fast. Think think fast.

You almost make me feel
Like i could have it all

You give me hope
No matter how false.

It may have been.
I wouldnt trade it.

THink faster. THink faster. Think. THink.

Think fast. Think faster.
THink fast. Think think fast, kid.
Doesnt take a genius to tell
That this is madness.

To try
To believe.

Whatever helps you breath.

[chorus]

Dont think.


Love it.

I quit my job.

That job sucked ass and the managers are bitches. I dont even care. They wont listen to me. They called me a liar. Fuck them. I'm done. If i need money ill get a new job. A better job. One thats half way decent. One that i can tolerate. Ugh.

I so dont need lectures either. I know im a failure at life in general. I dont need you (coughfuckingfamilycoughcough) to tell me that. Thats not how you inspire someone. Telling me im just like my mother only pisses me off. Ill be a bum to spite you.

FUCK LIFE RIGHT NOW

Nothing is going right.

I cant wihihinnnnn. D':

-sobsob-

but whatever, that job was more hassle than it was worth. Now i can get my hair crazy and get as many piercings as i want. So ha. I win in my own way. I have the money i need to get my room done. Thats all i care about. And you know what? I cant still get singstar. ^^

Wal-mart can suck it.

Just A Little Something I Found...

And I thought it was cute and Oh So True.

Girls
are like
apples on trees.
The best ones are
at the top of the tree. The
boys don't want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when in
reality, they're amazing. They just
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one who's
brave enough to
climb all
the way
to the top
of the tree.

A Pointless Blog With Purpose.

Okay, so, this is probs the last blog from me for a bit. Tomorrow I empty out my room, so I willn't (yeah, Willn't) have access to a compy for about a week or so. Sooo, yeah. If anyone wants to know why Im gone, thats it. Ifs you wans talk to meh, callz dawg.



Umm, hmm.



I had a blast with JenJen and the asian saturday night (and a good portion of sunday morning). We watched porn. Cheesy 80's porn, FTW. ^o^ I wont mention some of the other things we did. Lets just say, i have a litte more Jesus in my life thanks to them. <3>



Im totally getting SingStar Pop next paycheck. No lie. Defi need that game. I love kareoke! THat is Jessica's dream come truuuuue. I cant waitttt.



Speaking of, i need to go get my paycheck...>.> No one is ever in though, and im afraid of most members of manegment. Q.Q 'Specially July. Shes one scarry man-lady. Q,Q



Cleaning my room this morning was an interesting thing. I found clothing and shit i havent seen since like...Middle school and earlier. Its crazy. OMG, i have a gold shirt. I know right? Freaking sweet.



I also found some hot pink pants that are so cute. once i can fit into them (itll happen, one day, if i dun hang out with Jen and Brookesany so much (Damn diet killing icecream buying SOBs)) I am gonna wear them all the time.



So, im defi getting snake bites onces im done with walmart. I want them. They are SOOOO cute...Q.Q Damn my job and their lack of...whatever the hell it would be for them to let me have visible piercings. ....>.>grrrrrr.



So, come the new year im redoing my hair. Imma cut it a bit, add some new colours and junk. Make it all spiffeh. idk exactly what im gonna do with it, cuz im not entirely sure if the idea i have now is actualy gonna work. But lets hope it does. Cuz it will be hella sexeh. But even if it doesnt, im so sexy enough to make up fr it. WHat what? WURD



I dun even know what im saying anymore...>.>



Right now, i just wanna get my room done so i can get a heater in this bitch,. Its so fucking cold. dude, its so bad, my nipples hurt. Yeah, i know. ridiculous. Its not fun anymore. Why i ever used to like winter is beyond me. I like spring, where its nice and warm. Not chilly, not torrid. Just,...Nice. FUCK winter and summer. Autumn is ok. But his is sucky. Snow should be warm. Damn it.



oh my me! My chocolate Emo should be coming back very soon! (if he is already back and failed to call me, so help me god i will never even look at his penis again) Im so excited. ill make him the first victem of my pimp lair. Mwaahhahahahaha.



I think the game has ended. True colours are being shown.



I need more cute underwear, Like, seriously. I think im just gonna make a blog about the underwear i want. I love undies. Imma do it. One day. -looks dreamily off into the horizon-





SO, im sitting here in the middle of the night reading the back of my water bottle and a thought occred to me...If its supposed to be PURIFIED WATER. Like, JUST water, why the HELL do they add shit to it? Desnt that kinda defeat the purpose? I will never understand. Its not to preserve it cuz water dont go bad (omg, my grammar there scared me) its to add TASTE...>.> Water isnt supposed to have TASTE and bottled water tastes icky anyway...>.>WTH. i give up.



Okies, now im just rambling aimlessly. I really should try to go to bed since i cant really do anythig now while my family is asleep (cleaning my room is a very loud task) and if i stay up now and wait until daylight to start cleaning then ill be sleepy my like 5 so ill crash out then wake up at like 3am again and be stuck. I need to use as much of my time off that i can. Soooo, yeah. i think ill try my bestest to fall asleeeeeeeep.



Nightynight blog peoples



~rei out~

Wow. Cant beleive i have 50 blog posts...doesnt seem like it. Time sure flies when you're being an angsty teen, huh?

But whatever.

Right now...Im SUPPOSED to be cleaning my room...BUT, i am a terrible procastinator (and speller, evidentally) and i am instead sitting here posting a pointless blog...>.> hehe...yeah.
I really dont know what to blog about. theres been a lot going on lately, but i dun feel like writing it all out at the moment. Yey for lazy. xD

hmm, tomorrow i get to go and buy a pink fuzzy bath robe (YEY) and yarn and a chair. For my room. Yey! Im so excited. That chair is a furry beast. I cant wait to rub my nekkid body all up on it. (wait...what?) my room (AKA the PIMP LAIR) is going to be fantastic. I cant wait. serious...But, oddly enough, i cant drag myslef up to clean said room so that i cant start remodeling...Gah, damn it. Ill getthere. As soon as im done with my mindless ranting here, ill get working on that. lol.

I think my internet just died...gdi, if i have to go back and rewrite all this im going to fucking cuta bitch...D: (EDIT IN: Yeah, it died. I had to copy/paste it back...><

I def need to buy a new computer, I think that will be my next project money wise...If i keep my job that is. I honestly have no clue if im holiday help or permanant. Oh well, guess ill find out come january huh.

Heath Ledger has the most beautiful eyes. ( i was watching THe Dark Knught last night and was like fangirling to my cousin about how lovely they were) I miss him. If i ever create a time machine (its a work in progress) i am SO going back to save him. Imma kick Mary-Kate Olsens ass. Most def.

I UPDATED THE PROMISE HE KEPT!!! OMG. After being gone for over a year (last update oct 8, 2007) i finally posted chapter 5 of my fanfic, Im soooo proud of myself. ^0^ And my readers dont completely hate me! thats right baby, Reiuki2 is back!!! mwahahahahahaaaa. (www.fanfiction.net/~reiuki2 Just in case youre interested in giving them a read. -hinthint-)

Im going to *attempt* to put one of my songs to music...But dont hold your breath...fist i have to find batteries to my keyboard..(which will take a good month at least) THEN i have to gain musical talent...Q.Q Dam nme and my lack of musical skillz! D:

I discovered a few things:
1) My cat likes Wheat Thins
2) Im a very vengeful person
3)I never fell outof love
4) Im having a midlife crisis at 16
5) Im writing songs like crazy...>.>
6) Wal-Mart=SATAN
7) I REALLY HAVE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM BUT IDONT WANT TO WALK THAT FAR.
8) Ive been out of school for over a MONTH and i am reallty starting to feel it...Q.Q
9) Dolls are creepy and amazing at the same time
10)My room is like...scarry messy right now...Im surprised it hasnt eaten me yet
11) Envy is a beast and i seriously dont know why i ever fell out of the fandom. Sorry Snarry, Rei is back in more ways than one.
12) This list is completely pointless.
13) I have a random tape measurer on my desk...I have no idea why...(<.<)
14) Its really really cold in winter. Iowa sucks.
15) This list isnt getting any less pointless.
16) My sleep paterns are crazy.
17) I HAVE BUBBLE WRAP
18) I havent watched RENT in forever...I really should. great movie.
19) I think my sex drive has died. Im not as horny as usual. (-sobsob-)
20) This list was only supposed to be a few things...
21) I cant stop wrting this list! D:

OKAY, list is done...FOR NOW AT LEAST.....>.>

-leaves to go to the bathroom before she explodes-

Back! yey.

Okay...Um...lets think of some more things to post...

Hmmm

-thinking-

=crickets chirping=

>.>

yeahhhh

OH! I know!

im going to be doing a web show with Charlie (DUN worry, White Chocolate and Karamel is still guing to happen. the Panty Line thing ill be doing with him will be more music heavy, not as sexy as Time Traveling Detectives. ;)) We're going to sing and stuff. We're doing covers of some songs. So far we've got That Green Gentlemen by PATD and Through Glass by Stone Sour. MAYBE here we go again by Paramore. Idk. I like that song so i guess well see. And ill keep you updated on that.

I haevnt played Harvest Moon in ages. D: WHAT HAS BECOME OF ME!?!?!? -sobs heavily in corner of woe-

HIKA CHAN IS COMING TO VISIT ME SOOOOOOON. IM SO EXCITED!!! I havent seen her since Summer Program. I cant wait. Imma kiss her.. Imma kiss her hard, LOL

Is it weird that i have my own songs stuck in my head? o_O

I cant beleive its already close to the end of the year. Dx It doesnt seem like it. OMG, IM ALMOST 17! Im getting so OLD. wahhhhh....O_O This cant be happening, IM TOO YOUNG TO BE OLD...>_< I think im gonna cry, Q.Q

Would you fuck me? Id fuck me. Id fuck me hard. xD CLERKS 2, best movie ever.

Yesterday, i learned almost every word to Kokomo...O.o Dont even ask.

*sings* Imma get a strobe light. -dancing-

Im running out of things to say....

Oh well.

Untill next time

-raises wine glass full of V8- To 50 more emo blog posts! Hurah!

Ja!

~rei out~

One More Example...

My internet was down all of last night, so I spent the time I would have been online, on Paint. And this is the outcome,

I think this only goes to prove that i have no life whatsoever. But hey, its kinda cute, i suppose...

:D