Nya

Jade should be coming over soon, so the night looks promising. I'm not sure what we're gonna do yet, but I know it'll be fun, cuz hanging with Jade is always fun and always interesting. ;) haha, i don't even know right now. I'm gonna go listen to Fall Out Boy.

Peace Niggras.

Black Lace

Black lace forming around your wrist.
I taste the bitterness in your kiss.
You take more of me than i can give.

All night i feel the empty beat.
My heart frozen inside of me.
You're just too blind to see, to see

That all of this could be your fault.
But you never take the blame
You know exactly how to get what you want
I want the same
thing you see when you close your eyes
good bye
good bye.


Last time i whispered those three words
this time you're gonna say it first
and i hope it hurts

Do you even notice?
I wear this necklace for you
I keep you out of my reach to keep my sanity
and i
i hope you never notice.
just how far ive fallen
in love with your twisted vanity.
but you dont see

That all of this could be your fault.
But you never take the blame
You know exactly how to get what you want
I want the same
thing you see when you close your eyes
good bye
good bye.

Your eyes-----
they held the truth for me
too bad i couldnt see in time
that all your lines
were as empty as the sky i see in
your eyes----
sad and blue
but never true
I'll take my chances
running away from you.
good bye
good bye
good bye
to your eyes.

Hung Up

A bleeding heart and a notebook, doesnt make you the next big thing dear.
And all the tales that help you get by wont help you get out of here
I thought that I saw, some type of potential in you.
But its this stubborness that I cant stand in you
and I tried.
Believe me
But lifes,
not easy
and I have to say.

You get too hung up on words.
You dont even know what youre fighting for.
You take everything to heart.
Words will tear you apart
But you cant stop yourself.

And I know, that every once in a while, a line will catch my eye.
Get caught in a scandal, but the difference is I knew it was a lie
And I thought, you would know by now.
But you still havent figured out.
I dont know
if maybe
youre stupid,
or just crazy.
And.

Chorus.



You are the slave of any pretty line that comes your way.
And its sad, I know. I have to let you go to see
I cant drown with you its not like meeee.

So now as I look back and take a heavy dose of shame
You still think im the one to blame

but you're insane
youre crazy
so go ahead bitch
you can hate me
I dont give a damn any more
cuz im not that hung up on words.

Weekend Update:

Saturday i really didnt want to go to M@TM (having been in a funk) but i went anyway, and i'm super glad i did. First band sucked. 2nd band was okay. 3rd band rocked and the last band just pissed me off. Korie came abou halfway through the night, thank god, and saved me from the boredom threatening to ruin my evening.

We ended up leaving early, but thats fine because once that last band started spitting on people, i needed to leave, i was about to chuck my water bottle at that fucking singers face! Dont fuck with Little Chris bitch, i will destroy you.

Anyway, went back to Korie's where we got fucked and played video games. Her brother came home a few hours later and played wit us. It was my first time playing however, and he gets really into and ended up yelling at me! Q.Q But its good now. Everyone (his mom, sister, and gf) told me not to take it personally, he gets that way when he games. haha. Hes a fun guy.

We didnt go to bed until like 6am. We woke up around 4, when john decided that he needed to show up, so we had to get out of bed. Canyon was there with Zack when we went downstairs, killing more zombies and what not. Jade showed up about 20 minutes later and the 4 of us went to korie's room and hung out. Then they left and i played more video games. haha, i'm getting better. Soon i will pwn zack and yell at HIM toget in the truck. xD

I spent 23 hours at kories and i didnt want to leave. It was so much fun. I really did enjoy myself and now im out of my funk! I'm thinking about walking over there after school tomorrow to hang with her since she doesnt havea phone and i cant contact her otherwise.

We've decided to make it tradition to spend saturday nights together and i'm totally game. I have to get all the Left4Dead zombie killing action i can, right??

Jennifer's Body

Honestly, i liked the movie. It was weird, yes, but interesting. I love me some Megan Fox action and the blonde girl from Mamma Mia is adorable.

The ending is a little fucked. And i cried twice during the course of the movie. My favourite part was when Chip said "I think i died before you got here, but i woke up when i heard your voice." I was like Q.Q And started tearin up. Beautiful.

And of course, Panic! At the Disco has a song in the movie. Played during an intense romance scene. It was lovely. Sounds good, can't wait to here what the boys produce now. Even though half the band is gone, i have faith in Brendon. <3 But that is completely off topic. Back to the movie.

All in all, i wouldnt say its the best movie of the year by any means, but its not a waste of time, either. I'd give it a 6 on a scale from 1-10.