I did not

hang out with John. Didn't want to. And I don't feel bad or dissappointed about it either. I'm like, whatever.

Instead, I stayed home by myself (since everyone had gone to visit family) and did nothing. Well, okay, I made some falafel (that wasn't too bad, i think I'm getting better at it), talked to some friends, and played with my new rat, Memo. (he's super cute)

I went outside for a bit too. Like I used to do when I was younger. I sat in my old spot like always and just did nothing. It used to comfort me when I was little. I would spend hours outside, alone, just talking outloud and playing make-beleive. Now, it just makes me realize how much has changed. I wish I could go back to those times, when my life was so much simpler. Now. Its too complicated. I can't stand it. Is it sad that I had a better friend in myself then?

I'm supposed to help my aunt garden today. I have to wait for my cousin to wake up so he can take me out there. I like gardening. I used to do that when I was little too.

Charlie is staying the night with me next saturday. We're gonna go to Sammy's graduation party then the re-opening of M@TM. I excited. I miss M@TM. Lonely saturdays sitting outside by myself just don't cut it anymore. xD

Kristen called me thursday night. We talked for about an hour. I figured it would have been awkward the first time we talked via phone, but it really wasn't. She told me she felt real with me, and that made me feel good. I like her. She's sweet. Preppy, ha, but sweet.

I would like to go to cali someday soon. I should get a job so I can save the money to go. I think it would be good to get away. I could meet ppl like cake and vamp, and hang out with Kristen all day. It would be nice. There would be no problems in California.

Summer is approaching. Quicker than I thought. I have no Idea what i'm gonna do all season. Maybe I'll write a book or something...Nah. I'll just hang with ppl and do what I always do. I could prolly hang with Casey if all goes well. I haven't seen him in a while. Maybe it's since I don't go to wal mart anymore. lol. Oh well. We'll hang out soon and it will all be good. Maybe I'll take him to Sammy's party. That would be cool. Maybe. If charlie didn't kill him...idk. I guess we'll see.

I'm starting to ramble now. I should probably go.

Okies, well, see you next time blog peoples.

Baiiiii

~rei out~