First Day Of School

Okay, so despite my VERY self-explainatory title, this blog is about my 1st Day'o'schoolage.

I still cant get past the fact that i'm a juinor...I feel old...Like...i'm gonna have to have responabilities and stuff soon..and i dont wanna..I guess the idea of growing up never hit before now, and to be quite honest it terrifies me. All my little teenage dreams, like being famous for my band and junk, are starting to slip away and i realize that i'm gonna have to get a job and eventually start living in the real world...And i'm not ready...

But on a lighter and slightly more awkward note, i DID talk to the Soup today, just like i promised myself i would. I walked in to his class and was all weird and told him how i missed him and junk. i think i scared him...then i started talking (more like rambling on endlessly) about stuff over the summer and making painful small talk. I wanted to kick myself in the face by time i was done...seriously, i was almost RELEIVED by the bell...but i still missed him over the summer, fer realz.. I thought about him all the time. and i am HAPPY that i have to repeat his class not that i failed mind you, (you'd be surprised what being in love with the teacher will do for your grades) but becuase i missed a lot of school and didnt get the credit. That'll pretty much be my last chance to seduce him save for the hallway and my pety attempts at being casual...Hmm, who knows whats going on anymore...

Dude, Hunter--like, one of my BFF's(and crush) since the 4th grade-- got hot over the summer. Ok, maybe not liek drop-dead gorgeous or anything, but he looks...GOOD. seriously...i was shocked and had to do a double take...it was interesting...

I think Matt is still interested in me, we flirted like all day, it was...nice i guess. I like flirting with people who flirt back, it makes me feel good about myself.


Gotta find out about the GSA stuff, get together with B and plan stuff....hmm, busy busy, but i'm looking forward to it. Made a website and everything. shoudl eb sweet.

Well, i'm gonna go read Snarry, so i guess i'll blog laterz.

Fo sho

~rei out~