Hung Up

A bleeding heart and a notebook, doesnt make you the next big thing dear.
And all the tales that help you get by wont help you get out of here
I thought that I saw, some type of potential in you.
But its this stubborness that I cant stand in you
and I tried.
Believe me
But lifes,
not easy
and I have to say.

You get too hung up on words.
You dont even know what youre fighting for.
You take everything to heart.
Words will tear you apart
But you cant stop yourself.

And I know, that every once in a while, a line will catch my eye.
Get caught in a scandal, but the difference is I knew it was a lie
And I thought, you would know by now.
But you still havent figured out.
I dont know
if maybe
youre stupid,
or just crazy.
And.

Chorus.



You are the slave of any pretty line that comes your way.
And its sad, I know. I have to let you go to see
I cant drown with you its not like meeee.

So now as I look back and take a heavy dose of shame
You still think im the one to blame

but you're insane
youre crazy
so go ahead bitch
you can hate me
I dont give a damn any more
cuz im not that hung up on words.

Weekend Update:

Saturday i really didnt want to go to M@TM (having been in a funk) but i went anyway, and i'm super glad i did. First band sucked. 2nd band was okay. 3rd band rocked and the last band just pissed me off. Korie came abou halfway through the night, thank god, and saved me from the boredom threatening to ruin my evening.

We ended up leaving early, but thats fine because once that last band started spitting on people, i needed to leave, i was about to chuck my water bottle at that fucking singers face! Dont fuck with Little Chris bitch, i will destroy you.

Anyway, went back to Korie's where we got fucked and played video games. Her brother came home a few hours later and played wit us. It was my first time playing however, and he gets really into and ended up yelling at me! Q.Q But its good now. Everyone (his mom, sister, and gf) told me not to take it personally, he gets that way when he games. haha. Hes a fun guy.

We didnt go to bed until like 6am. We woke up around 4, when john decided that he needed to show up, so we had to get out of bed. Canyon was there with Zack when we went downstairs, killing more zombies and what not. Jade showed up about 20 minutes later and the 4 of us went to korie's room and hung out. Then they left and i played more video games. haha, i'm getting better. Soon i will pwn zack and yell at HIM toget in the truck. xD

I spent 23 hours at kories and i didnt want to leave. It was so much fun. I really did enjoy myself and now im out of my funk! I'm thinking about walking over there after school tomorrow to hang with her since she doesnt havea phone and i cant contact her otherwise.

We've decided to make it tradition to spend saturday nights together and i'm totally game. I have to get all the Left4Dead zombie killing action i can, right??

Jennifer's Body

Honestly, i liked the movie. It was weird, yes, but interesting. I love me some Megan Fox action and the blonde girl from Mamma Mia is adorable.

The ending is a little fucked. And i cried twice during the course of the movie. My favourite part was when Chip said "I think i died before you got here, but i woke up when i heard your voice." I was like Q.Q And started tearin up. Beautiful.

And of course, Panic! At the Disco has a song in the movie. Played during an intense romance scene. It was lovely. Sounds good, can't wait to here what the boys produce now. Even though half the band is gone, i have faith in Brendon. <3 But that is completely off topic. Back to the movie.

All in all, i wouldnt say its the best movie of the year by any means, but its not a waste of time, either. I'd give it a 6 on a scale from 1-10.

New Song! Princess of my Mind.

::Verse 1::


Shes got lashes like a baby doll
and a smile in my heart.
Her laughter makes her beautiful
and makes me fall apart

I watch her from across the room.
And wait for for her to speak.
Her words they never come too soon.
And always dazzle me.

And when he breaks her heart
I'll be there hiding as a friend
Till it all falls apart
again

And until shes sees, that im beside her
she will bleed each time.
And I know theres no one like her.
Princess of my mind.

::Chorus::

You dance before my eyes!
Princess of my mind!
Dance in frozen lights!
Leaving me behind!
A spell and curse
No hell is worse
than living in this lie!
With the princess of my mind.
(my mind. My mind. Out of my)

::Verse 2::

He doesnt treat her like a baby doll
and it always breaks my heart
He doesnt tell her that shes beautiful
hes ripping her apart

And I watch her from across the room
as she curls up and cries.
And she doesnt know what to do
but she knows she wants to die

And when he breaks her heart
Ill be there, biting on my tongue.
As I piece her back together again
again

And everytime her heart gets broken
I feel it in mine.
And every night she doesnt know that
shes the princess of my mind!


::Chorus::


If only I could be the one with the best of you
hand in hand next to you
and praying the night never ends.
Maybe then.

Youd dance before my eyes
Princess of my mind.
You'll dance in and out of the night
Leaving me behind

No spell no curse
no hell is worse
than living in this lie
I need you
out
of
my
mind

You dance before my eyes.
(Youre beautiful)
You dance in and out of the moon light
You dance before my eyes
Princess of my mind.

My mind.
Princess of my mind
My mind my mind
Out of my

What happened boys?

A bend in the road is not the end of the journey -- unless you fail to make the turn.

I'm am now officially a bad ass. ;)