This song is really pretty

Even though I'm pretty sure--what with recalling the episode and the lyrics--that its about a girl who kills herself because the person she loved didn't return the feeling, its still a lovely song. I found it by accident and I remember That I always loved that episode of Danny Phantom. ^^

John called me again. This time we talked for like 20 minutes. He told me I should feel special. I did. :D. He amuses me, even if he is an asshole sometimes.

IDK, i think we might be hanging out this weekend. I have no idea. I guess He'll call me or something if he wants to. We'll just have to see.

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"The first thing to do to get out of a hole, is to stop digging."

This whole thing is just too much and I don't know how much longer I will be able to take it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVOURITE ASIAN!!! <3<3<3

Gettin mah hurr did.

This song is super pretty. It's the opening to House M.D. and I love it.


I'm getting ready to Dye my hair again. I was supposed to do it for prom but since I didn't go I've kida put it off. Considering that I have a date tommorow, I thought I should get on that.


I haven't been sleeping much lately. I haven't been able to. Not since Saturday. I've been all out of it. I can't think and when I do my thoughts make me cry. I tell myself one thing then do something else completely. Honestly I just want it all to go away. Im out of vodka for now. I've nothing else to turn to. I hate this.

I need to work on my creative writing but I have no inspiration.
I need to work on a lot of things.
I'm failing everything now.
Everything is piling up.
And its getting heavy.

About 2 hours ago...john called me...so he could sing to me... I was so scared. O_o