They say that human touch is the best cure for tears. But what happens why there's no one around to hold your hand? Are you doomed to cry forever? Cold, bleeding, and alone, lying on your bedroom floor, wishing for it all to just stop. You can't feel your own heartbeat but you know you're still alive because you still hurt.

You long for something to happen. Something to change, not realizing that everything already has. All the things that were supposed to make you feel good have let you down, so what have you got left?

A small soul and a silver kiss is all that remains now. A single song plays over and over in your head. The same lines repeating. The song doesn't even work for your situation because you've never had a truly great love, but you sing it anyway in that broken little voice of yours. Over and over. It won't stop.

Your memories make you sick, but you can't help but think about them because they are the only thing that used to make you happy. You ask yourself how this all transpired. Why you let yourself get this far off track. How you've managed to lose yourself completely even though the path ahead is crystal clear.

You feel sick, but you don't allow yourself to throw up. No. That could possibly save your life, and you don't want that. You welcome death. You await it eagarly. But it never comes. You know how to speed up the process, but the knife is too far away and you're finally comfortable on the floor.

You lay there, watching the flashing lights on the ceiling and wondering if you'll ever wake up. The answer is no. You never will. And this is the bad kind of eternal slumber.

Movie Night:

Finally went and saw the Hannah Montana Movie. IT WAS AMAZING.

Lily, Jenjen, Asian, and Donavan all went with me. None of them seemed too excited but all of them liked it by time it was over. Except for the ginger. But who cares. She can hate. I love HM. THats all that matters.

The movie almost made me cry. Its so cute. <3 to that movie.

Fuck you.

Now you've even ruined porn for me? Go to hell where you belong and stop torturing me.

THERE IS A GOD!!!1

AND HE WANTS ME TO BE HAPPY!!!!!!! M@TM IS COMING BACK MAY 16TH!!!!!! FUCK YEAH BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111one

THIS IS FOR STILL:

[NOTE: this will make NO sense to those who have no experienced the chatbox.]


This is the layout for my new sitcom that we came up with in the animefuel chatbox, like losers.

Still doesn't think I can do this, and made fun of my sitcom, but he will learn.

So here's basic Character Layout:

Rei: Main character. The story revolves around her and the adventures in her apt building.

Minnie: Rei's little sister.

Dark: Rei's creepy antisocial roomie and the resident loon.

Still: Lardlord of apt Building and hella creeper. Is a major asshole and has a thing for Minnie, thus making him a pedo.

Chat: Rei's gay neighbor.

Cha0s: Chat's bf

Sidd: Token Black friend. Lives in the apt above Rei and has the hots for Chat.

Chop: Foreign super with amazing flippy hair.

Bongs: Lives on bottom floor next to Still and is a total pot head.

Vamp: JESUS

Freek: Sidd's bf with homosexual tendancies. Is bestfriends with Bongs.

Fox: Loser who hits on everyone but gets no action. Co-worker and Sidd's little bro.

Kei: Rei's bestfriend and co-worker.

Hmmm, who else......?

Um.

I think that's everyone. If this doesn't satisfy Still, I might have to write up a script. The Jessica has no life, I can do that.

^^

Brookesany. Charlie wants to finger your bum. Watch out.

Sitting on Charlie's bed.
Just chillin.
He keeps feeding me Twix. I'm getting sick.
Damn him.